Friday, July 29, 2005
random thoughts.. again...hahawanna write all those wad's life stuff thingy again....lolx"one shouldnt be too greedy... shld b contented with what u hav.... "but sometimes... it is quite difficult 2 b contented with wad u hav... u will b tempted 2 want more... n try all means 2 get it...example for money...money is nvr enuff... ppl will always want 2 earn more money, 2 pay for their desires. so some ppl may resort to underhand means to get money, some steal, embezzling, illegal exchange of goods etc...ppl wants r nvr satisfied.. u will always want more....even for love, some ppl r greedy... two-timer.. or even three... they wanna hav a lot of steads..... to show tt they r charming or something.... if u want them 2 choose 1.. haha.. i bet... they can't.. they jus want all.... cause all may possess different good qualities. very few ppl will b loyal 2 one... even if u oni hav 1 stead, there may b times u r attracted by e opp sex.... some ppl may complain tt e world is not fair... y some ppl get 2 b rich all their life, while some1 hav 2 work very hard n earn oni petty sum of money..... y some ppl r handicapped or other disabilties n the others are able-bodied? y some ppl will b infected wif terrible diseases although they maintain a healthy lifestyle? y some ppl may have a happy family n e others broken, integrated family? actually there's no perfection in this world.... if there's perfection.... hmm... then evry1 will jus b homogenous???monotonous life.. wif no challenges..... u need 2 hav obstacles, barriers ahead..... one will learn n grow up when they overcome an obstacles.... u will benefit a lot although u may suffer a bit... i mean... it's worth it.... u need 2 b bombarded wif challenges in order 2 grow up 2 b a better person..... i'm always learnin.... learnin 2 b better.... there's so much 2 learn.... e communicatn btw one another? human nature? 1 needs 2 b observant 2 ur surroundings... 2 wad is happenin ard u... b alert n response to changes quickly.... 2 b calm when u face a problem... take ur time 2 solve it... instead of runnin away frm it.... runnin away is no use... it may make things worse.....so face it... wif courage.....haha.... my quote again .. 4 random thoughts"tt's life"do give some comments.... (*-*) i will b very happy!!!! happy yeeyeehaha.. thanx
Friday, July 29, 2005
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
FrIdAy waS An aMaZiN Day!!!!!!!!!!So MAnY aMaZiN EvEnTsfirst... early in e mornin.. i learnt frm alv n pen.. tt too much force exerted will break ur arm... practically broken... ur arm is on e floor.. n u r standin... n when ppl touched a bulb n get electrocuted, their nerves will contract n tis make them hold e bulb tighter.... haha...last time... when i watched those tv serials... i always wonder y ppl so stupid..y they dun let go their hands when get electrocuted....cont 2 hold until they die....now it solves my doubts.k... then at heeren... sam, ju n i took nps.... i'm so damn bored... so i looked at e np albums...to my surprise!!!!!!!! i saw one of e np tt we hav taken last yr inside e album... omg!!! it's so ridiculous... y they can take our np n paste it there???? it's jus so amazingthen... on our way 2 taka... 2 eat.... i passed by a guy whom i nvr see 4 5yrs... 5 yrs... my pri sch friend... i doubt tt he recognise me.. cause he look somewhat blur... when i keep lookin at him...amazin huh... i can recognise some1 whom i nvr c 4 5 yrs.... i dun dare 2 ask him aso... cause he is like not payin attentn... daydreamin somehow... but ltr he did looked back....hmm..... long time nvr c... but still quite good lookin.. haha... he is my eyecandy in pri sch..lolthen e most amazin part is we actually waited an hour 4 a taxi?????? can u believe it??????it is so ridiculous..... act/// we wanna take bus... but 4 got... they changed e route... so e bus stop is damn far away... no choice... gotta take a taxi...but stupid us.... act waited a taxi on e double yellow line... i dunno how 2 say lah.. means like 4 buses oni... n no other vehicles can use tt route... stupid right??? we realise it like 15 mins ltr???we can nvr take a taxi frm there... so retarded lah................................................................................we were laughin like siao... 4 goodess sake... we wear sch u loh... so embarrassin...after dunno how long... a taxi came!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!! we screamed 4 joy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!a taxi 2 e rescue.... we r damn tired lah.... walkin ard for hrs... pathetically waitin 4 a taxi....i assure u tt we look damn pathetic ...............................................................................................it is jus a retarded day on fri.....ltr ... go 2 stc.... act... doesm feel tt excited... cause we always go back.... e racial harmony in stc is so much better in cjc lah....stc's racial harmony is so fun... i saw my juniors in pink costumes!!!!!!!!!!!!omg they look so demure n innocent.... pink!!!!!!!!!!!! esp claudine.....haha... look so cute....most ppl r wearin ethnic costums in stc... unlike cj... oni a handful.....i missed those times... we dressed up in ethnic costumes.... watchin movies , dancin... n e walkaton!!!!!! we had so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!! tt 's e real racial harmony spirit!!!!!!!!!!!!fri is jus a-m-a-z-i-n-g
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Monday, July 18, 2005
good job 1T32!!!!!!!! champion in basketball galsu all damn zei... viona, suejean, joan, dor, gen and zhiying!!!!!!!!!! bravo!!!! zei man.... i'm proud of 1T32!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, July 18, 2005
Saturday, July 16, 2005
i hope she'll b alright... pls dun let anythin happen 2 her... i can't imagine wad will happen 2 my uncle n cousins if she~~~~. y, y,y???? y she got cancer??? y?? i hate it... y mus tis happen 2 her... she has lost a son hu had lung cancer... y she had lung cancer???/ y???i visit her 2day... my mum told me tt e doc say tt her illness is deteriorating .. her face is pale.. yellowish... exactly e same case as my cousin... even e doc had no cure... my uncle goin 2 bring my auntie 2 beijing 2 cure her illness.....i hav not seen her 4 weeks.... she changed so much... thinner... n paler... she didn joke a lot... she jus merely smile 2 our jokes.... i reali hope tt she will recover.... i mean she mus recover... she mus.... i dun 1 another dearest 2 leave me.... y do i always face some1's death? my grandpa, grandma, auntie.... within 6 yrs... i hate 2 go 2 hospital... i hate it... some1 will leave me soon... whenever i go there....my heart seems so heavy... tt it seems 2 weigh 5 kg 2 me....i dunno...... it jus freaks me.... y cancer is so horrible... y aint there cure 4 cancer... y in a moment, tis person r happily chattin wif u... e next moment, he/she will leave u.... y life seems so short..... they r not villains.. they didn harm any1... y they leave tis world so early......ppl... u all mus reali take care of urself... u nvr noe will happen 2 u... e next day.Go n c a doc... or hav a checkup if u r not feelin well... dun tink tt u will b alright after takin ur own medicine... tt's oni temporary....dun b stubborn...my cousin, grandparents n my auntie r stubborn... they refused 2 tell others tt they r sick... they thout tt r ok... but in fact.. they r not... they make their loved ones worry 4 them....dun say tt u r young... u r lucky... n u won't hav major illness... 4 goodness sake... u r not god... u wont noe... my cousin is onli 20+ n he died......plsplspls.... let her live
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Friday, July 15, 2005
2day jus sux k?
Friday, July 15, 2005
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
i cant wait.... 2 go n SING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sam lah.... influence me... i'm so tempted 2 go kster 2 sing... e feng zhen yu feng.... n buy clothes... 2day go n hav lunch wif sam n leen at mos... mos again??? sian of orchard liao... now i'm so familiar wif orchard.... last time...i can get lost in orchard.....haha....2day is interestin huh... in e afternoon... was tellin sam n leen... how ah how 2 tell mum tt i'm goin out... cause i go out almost evryday... guess wad??? my mum was not at home... when i reached ... she got smth on... hahahah... then she called n asked me wad time i came back.. i say 3smtin 4... she say" so early ah!!!!!!" muahahahah.. i oni came back at 6?????e whole day... i'm announcin tt i'm broke... n guess wad... my dad.. suddenly give me 50... cause i'm always sayin i'm broke ... he c me so ke lian... then giv me.... muahahahhamake me worry 4 nth.... my 2 probs r solved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!muahahahahhahahai got power!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahahahhahahaha
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Is easy to fall in love
But difficult 2 confess to him
Is easy to say wad’s love
But difficult to understand
Is easy to get into a relationship
But difficult to get out of it
Is easy to make or break a promise
But difficult to hold the promise
Is easy to to dream tt u will b wif him 4eva
But difficult to achieve in reality
say e truth... there's no 4eva.... love is jus so interestin..... haha.... my poem is jus so short n sweet.... i noe some parts may not make sense 2 u.... different ppl... diff opinions.... but u r free 2 comment on tis
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
I thought of my cousin….. he passed away 2 years ago… he passed away b4 he can celebrate his birthday… he is oni 24… n he passed away bcause of lung cancer….
Tis cousin of mine luvs 2 tease me… he is always tryin all sort of means 2 make me cry… but he is jus jokin… after tt… he will jus buy me sweets or smth… he is a happy-go-lucky man… he is tall n thin… if I’m not wrong.. he is thinner than me…but durin e period when he is sick, his stomach is so bloated, pale face, yellow eyes.. he look like a 40 yr old man…at tt moment when I saw him… I almost burst into tears… few weeks b4.. his condition was not tt bad…. Oni tt he is paler n thinner…. Tt moment, I reali wanna cry… in e end, I didn, I dun wanna him 2 c me sad…. When I reached home.. my tears jus flow freely down my cheeks …endlessly… I kept askin my mum… wad happen 2 him??? Y his condition worsen??? Will he recover??? Will he die??? E ans I get… is his illness is at e last stage… there’s no cure 4 him… n he will die…. I was so sad…. Y a person so young jus passed away like tt? I noe my auntie n uncle will b even sadder than me… he is their youngest son, they dotes him… esp my auntie…. Until now… she is still sad abt his death… on e surface, she looks strong… initially, I tout she was ok… I’m tinkin… 2 yrs has past… I tout she gets over it… but she didn… there’s once… she suddenly cried in front of me… when she saw smth… related 2 him…. I cried too…. She told me… she acted strong….. she dun wanna my uncle n cousins 2 worry 4 her… but… they dunno.. she’s not tt strong… I mean… how can a mother not b sad… when her precious son passed away…. she take care of him 4 20 yrs… n he jus passed away…. even I(her cousin) feels miserable… I still tink of him… he’s 2nd death anniversary is 2 days ago…(04/07/2003)….his death is a big trauma 2 evry1…. Wont u b sad tt a young man wif bright future jus passed away in his 20’s? I reali dun wanna accept tis fact……
Happy birthday my cousin…. I will always rmb u… n luv you…..
Wednesday, July 06, 2005